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<\/a><\/p>\na hudl\u00f6s sponge with five thousand emotional sticks<\/p>\n
is forced<\/p>\n
to harden themselves<\/p>\n
temp out<\/p>\n
temp out<\/p>\n
(rustad straight and armor sealed<\/em><\/p>\n I went out) *<\/em><\/p>\n \u00a0<\/p>\n until life craft could be operated in three dimensions<\/p>\n but that burst<\/p>\n of impressions<\/p>\n \u00a0<\/p>\n I am (et)<\/p>\n learned (sig)<\/p>\n run everything smoother, faster<\/p>\n following what seemed to be<\/p>\n instructions for use<\/p>\n ("I" feel so small and fragile)<\/p>\n ("I" needs)<\/p>\n (be someone, be something, succeed, succeed, successful)<\/p>\n (try!)<\/p>\n (for more, more, more!)<\/p>\n \u00a0<\/p>\n \u00a0<\/p>\n I was able to<\/p>\n I grew<\/p>\n the shell was strong<\/p>\n (but the horror was the post cast<\/em><\/p>\n and of shame) *<\/em><\/p>\n \u00a0<\/p>\n "I" then proceeded to crumple up<\/p>\n 4997 emotional sticks<\/p>\n told them to shut up<\/p>\n While I learned<\/p>\n talk, scream, compete, have fun, elbow, babble and perform<\/p>\n \u00a0<\/p>\n just as I thought<\/p>\n It would go to<\/p>\n \u00a0<\/p>\n BAM.<\/p>\n \u00a0<\/p>\n (powerful is it diluting life<\/em><\/p>\n more than iron<\/em><\/p>\n out of the Earth's heart-driven<\/em><\/p>\n without the shield) *<\/em><\/p>\n \u00a0<\/p>\n \u00a0<\/p>\n \u00a0<\/p>\n 4997 emotional sticks<\/p>\n required thank goodness<\/p>\n Re<\/p>\n his existential right<\/p>\n \u00a0<\/p>\n broke up<\/p>\n \u00a0<\/p>\n asking "self" shut up<\/p>\n When there is a question<\/p>\n that it may be able to have a rational response to<\/p>\n \u00a0<\/p>\n all senses naked<\/p>\n find dimensions<\/p>\n only five thousand emotional sticks can experience<\/p>\n \u00a0<\/p>\n allow the soul<\/p>\n all<\/p>\n inform me<\/p>\n is the butterfly<\/p>\n the leaves<\/p>\n Sun<\/p>\n flower<\/p>\n tree<\/p>\n \u00a0<\/p>\n is the crowd<\/p>\n is the friend<\/p>\n feel in<\/p>\n familiar with<\/p>\n know everything<\/p>\n \u00a0<\/p>\n not so bad anymore<\/p>\n not so afraid anymore<\/p>\n It works better now<\/p>\n albeit a little dizzy<\/p>\n a little wobbly<\/p>\n \u00a0<\/p>\n a little live<\/p>\n a little happy<\/p>\n \u00a0<\/p>\n (spring dawns in winter climes<\/em><\/p>\n where I froze<\/em><\/p>\n I want to meet life's powers<\/em><\/p>\n weaponless) *<\/em><\/p>\n \u00a0<\/p>\n<\/a><\/p>\n<\/a><\/p>\n<\/a><\/p>\n